So its been a few days since Halloween and I have to say I went to the best party ever! one of my good friends invited me, we watched scary movies, played karaoke, and chowed down on junk food.. might not sound like much but it was AMAZING!!! and this was the last year I get to go trick-or-treating :( I'll miss dressing up and running from door-to-door yelling "trick-or-treat!!" begging for candy, it was fun!! its so weird to think I'm that old now, I never thought I'd get so old O_o
Boys.... god..... BOYS!!!!!! they drive me crazy! (in a good AND bad way) I remember being so excited because I'd be in high school, surrounded by hot guys... WRONG!!!! at times they are SOOO annoying or they don't have a clue how to act around girls! I rarely see a guy who is 'cute' but when I DO see a cute guy they ALWAYS have a girlfriend!!! no fair!!!!!!!! D: sometimes it bugs me when I see couples EVERYWHERE... but I like being 'single' (no, I haven't really broken up with stephen yet....) but yet I don't at the same time... its weird.... haha sometimes I HATE being a girl xD things have to be SOO complex!!!
weeelll... should probably get to my homework now! sorry if this blog felt like a rant!!!
love u guys~!!! <3<3
-Michaela
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
this is me
Hey, I'm Michaela. I'm 14 and a Freshman at Hoover high school, this is the first time in like, 4 years I've been in a public school and this blog is kinda gonna be an outlet for me, I guess.
haha, its the start of the second quarter and the first day of school is fresh in my mind. I was excited.. but a little scared, kinda like the feeling I get before going on stage. thoughts like "what if I'm weird?" or "What if they don't like me?" or "What if I don't know what to do and make a fool of myself?" when I got to the school I saw the most people I had ever seen in my life, and I freaked out. I remember I got so lost I had actually missed an entire class. I'm looking back on that and thinking how I was so stupid!
ok now lets fast forward a few months to October 10th....
Homecoming, I had a ticket and a dress and spent all day getting ready, normal.. right?? wrong, I had no one to go with and had never been to a dance in my life, I had to bring my student ID and thake the breathalizer test thingy.. I got to the dance floor and it was SO cool, there was a lazer light show and the music was SO loud, I didn't know it but my High school life was gonna change, drastically... a girl called Elyse (love ya girl!!!) came over to me and asked me if I wanted to hang out with her group, hah! of course I said yes!! and I was having a blast!!! in my opinion the music was great, I was wearing a pretty dress and I was feeling pretty pumped, then a slow dance came on... crap... Elyse said she had a guy for me to dance with, she brought me over to a guy who was taller than me and was wearing glasses, I didn't mind him so I said I'd dance with him. of course neither of us knew how to slow dance and we got critiqued by a few girls. once the song was over I went back to Elyse and her friends and we hung out for the rest of the night, completely forgetting about the guy I danced with.
just a few days later Elyse tells me she has something very important to tell me and to meet her by her locker after school, of course I went and there was the dude I danced with, Elyse made us exchange numbers and told us to text each other, so we did and he seemed nice. and that was that... a day or two later he asked me out and I was like "what the heck? I'll try it" so I said yes.
BIG mistake omg... within the first few hours of me being his girlfriend I regretted it completely and I didn't know how to tell him... I felt HORRIBLE! I didn't know what to do because I've never had a boyfriend before, so I just stopped talking to him.. I got H1N1 and had a good excuse not to talk to him but it was such a crummy move! I still haven't broken up with him and I dunno how to break it to him :/
but the good outcome of homecomeing is I made some friends, which is totally a first!
last week was spirit week.. BEST week of the year! Spirit day (Friday) is my favorite day, we had a pep rally which was amazing... it helps when youre a crazy michael jackson fan :)
this post is probably all over the place, so I'll probably stop right now xD
<3 all you awesome peeps out there!!! :D
~Michaela
haha, its the start of the second quarter and the first day of school is fresh in my mind. I was excited.. but a little scared, kinda like the feeling I get before going on stage. thoughts like "what if I'm weird?" or "What if they don't like me?" or "What if I don't know what to do and make a fool of myself?" when I got to the school I saw the most people I had ever seen in my life, and I freaked out. I remember I got so lost I had actually missed an entire class. I'm looking back on that and thinking how I was so stupid!
ok now lets fast forward a few months to October 10th....
Homecoming, I had a ticket and a dress and spent all day getting ready, normal.. right?? wrong, I had no one to go with and had never been to a dance in my life, I had to bring my student ID and thake the breathalizer test thingy.. I got to the dance floor and it was SO cool, there was a lazer light show and the music was SO loud, I didn't know it but my High school life was gonna change, drastically... a girl called Elyse (love ya girl!!!) came over to me and asked me if I wanted to hang out with her group, hah! of course I said yes!! and I was having a blast!!! in my opinion the music was great, I was wearing a pretty dress and I was feeling pretty pumped, then a slow dance came on... crap... Elyse said she had a guy for me to dance with, she brought me over to a guy who was taller than me and was wearing glasses, I didn't mind him so I said I'd dance with him. of course neither of us knew how to slow dance and we got critiqued by a few girls. once the song was over I went back to Elyse and her friends and we hung out for the rest of the night, completely forgetting about the guy I danced with.
just a few days later Elyse tells me she has something very important to tell me and to meet her by her locker after school, of course I went and there was the dude I danced with, Elyse made us exchange numbers and told us to text each other, so we did and he seemed nice. and that was that... a day or two later he asked me out and I was like "what the heck? I'll try it" so I said yes.
BIG mistake omg... within the first few hours of me being his girlfriend I regretted it completely and I didn't know how to tell him... I felt HORRIBLE! I didn't know what to do because I've never had a boyfriend before, so I just stopped talking to him.. I got H1N1 and had a good excuse not to talk to him but it was such a crummy move! I still haven't broken up with him and I dunno how to break it to him :/
but the good outcome of homecomeing is I made some friends, which is totally a first!
last week was spirit week.. BEST week of the year! Spirit day (Friday) is my favorite day, we had a pep rally which was amazing... it helps when youre a crazy michael jackson fan :)
this post is probably all over the place, so I'll probably stop right now xD
<3 all you awesome peeps out there!!! :D
~Michaela
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