this is me

Hey, I'm Michaela. I'm 14 and a Freshman at Hoover high school, this is the first time in like, 4 years I've been in a public school and this blog is kinda gonna be an outlet for me, I guess.

haha, its the start of the second quarter and the first day of school is fresh in my mind. I was excited.. but a little scared, kinda like the feeling I get before going on stage. thoughts like "what if I'm weird?" or "What if they don't like me?" or "What if I don't know what to do and make a fool of myself?" when I got to the school I saw the most people I had ever seen in my life, and I freaked out. I remember I got so lost I had actually missed an entire class. I'm looking back on that and thinking how I was so stupid!

ok now lets fast forward a few months to October 10th....

Homecoming, I had a ticket and a dress and spent all day getting ready, normal.. right?? wrong, I had no one to go with and had never been to a dance in my life, I had to bring my student ID and thake the breathalizer test thingy.. I got to the dance floor and it was SO cool, there was a lazer light show and the music was SO loud, I didn't know it but my High school life was gonna change, drastically... a girl called Elyse (love ya girl!!!) came over to me and asked me if I wanted to hang out with her group, hah! of course I said yes!! and I was having a blast!!! in my opinion the music was great, I was wearing a pretty dress and I was feeling pretty pumped, then a slow dance came on... crap... Elyse said she had a guy for me to dance with, she brought me over to a guy who was taller than me and was wearing glasses, I didn't mind him so I said I'd dance with him. of course neither of us knew how to slow dance and we got critiqued by a few girls. once the song was over I went back to Elyse and her friends and we hung out for the rest of the night, completely forgetting about the guy I danced with.

just a few days later Elyse tells me she has something very important to tell me and to meet her by her locker after school, of course I went and there was the dude I danced with, Elyse made us exchange numbers and told us to text each other, so we did and he seemed nice. and that was that... a day or two later he asked me out and I was like "what the heck? I'll try it" so I said yes.
BIG mistake omg... within the first few hours of me being his girlfriend I regretted it completely and I didn't know how to tell him... I felt HORRIBLE! I didn't know what to do because I've never had a boyfriend before, so I just stopped talking to him.. I got H1N1 and had a good excuse not to talk to him but it was such a crummy move! I still haven't broken up with him and I dunno how to break it to him :/

but the good outcome of homecomeing is I made some friends, which is totally a first!


last week was spirit week.. BEST week of the year! Spirit day (Friday) is my favorite day, we had a pep rally which was amazing... it helps when youre a crazy michael jackson fan :)

this post is probably all over the place, so I'll probably stop right now xD

<3 all you awesome peeps out there!!! :D
~Michaela